Dead End

Dead End (But Must Go On)

By: Ahmed Mire

 

I had this vision,

A vision that was never expected.

Foretold my life in which seem forever

And I had to put the pieces back together.

I flown freely from place to place.

I was a master in what I was doing

And I had nothing to lose.

Therefore I was place in a subjective situation

Lost my wings I couldn't fly.

No matter how hard I try

Just to get back up

It felt like I was being held down.

I see a long tunnel

What seem like a never ending trend.

Walk so long

Days and days.

No matter how hard I try to get away.

I just couldn't.

Again something was holding me back.

Was it a ghost of my past.

Was it lies that came to haunt me.

No!!!

I am not to be held down because of this.

Life must go on

It can't just end like this.

It's too hard to believe

That the walls are caving in on me.

Because no matter how hard I try

Something is always holding me back.

It's like a dead end road

Where you turn back.

A place you couldn't go

Because it was blocked.

Life goes on

And it's hard to believe it,

But I lost my wings.

I couldn't rise no more-

I had my strengths.

It was my time to make a difference,

But why does it end like this.

What happen if everything

I've done end with nothing.

I worked so hard to get where I'm was.

If i didn't quit back then

I would've been dead.

Yeah, better off dead

Can't you see.

Words they ain't nothing,

But life is something.

Like a specimen I had destroyed.

It was to be preserve

But I couldn't do it.

I may cry not because I'm sad.

It's because one day

 I'll lose everything that I once had.

The truth is the truth

You can't go back.

You can't just live life a lie.

Like a never ending road,

You can't reach the end of it.

No matter how hard you try

You can't get out of it.

Like a dead end

You can't go on,

But you must turn back

Because life goes on.

The Third Form by: Ahmed Mire

Feel me,
No one understands me.
Words unfold the secret of me,
Trip on my own motivation.

Seeking for an escape
Thinking about running away,
Thinking about it everyday.
I will never come back.

Murder by my own hands.
Never to live again
Friends of life and death.
Buried in a pile of leaves.

Becoming uncover,
By ruthless weather
Now able to breath forever.
I'm alive again.

To kill me it would be twice
I'm not done without a fight
Leave or die tonight.
I am immortal.

Lies are a form of truth.
Inside the person of you
And words of yours too.
Come out of your lies.

Beat me...I'm done,
Shoot me with a gun.
Oh guns this so fun.
Play with me.

You don't know who I am
Lose yourself in your hands.
Your fate already began.
Don't expect a saviour.

Only Wishing for Your Love

 

 

 

I dreamt of you again.

Once more I had experience

These false realities that

I had place upon us,

Hoping that we be more than friends.

 

I want to converge with you

In such indignity.

Vigorously I can’t act in antagonism

Because I epitomize a player.

This is all true.

 

Only if your love capitulates,

I will make a promise

In never making an error.

I promise to never be a devil’s advocate

Because it’ll never be able to alleviate.

 

Trust is a friend,

And a friend like you

Is my truth.

I am meant to be imperative

So I can gain your acceptance.

 

 

Please get out of your slumber

And recognize me.

I want your love so badly

Please!

I’ll make you remember.

 

In my dream you answered my wishes.

By saying yes

I was placed into a trance.

You pacified my troubles

And wish for you to keep it like this.

 

Without you I am improperly functioned.

 Because you’re my missing gear

And I’m your loving robot.

We can make this love radical

And never make it an expulsion.

 

Don’t end my dream

And I promise we can make it work.

Furnish your love

To never make it end,

Because I’m covered ardently

My Late Christmas Present

By: Ahmed Mire

 

It was when I woke up,

In my dreams I saw

Everyone I have missed.

Childhood memories just like this.

 

Old friends, old crush, old life.

Gone through all of this.

Seem like I’m walking,

But I’m really flying.

 

Where I was,

I saw my old friends smile.

Sucks this is all memory

Though I can see them in my dream.

 

“Wait for us Ahmed.”

Said one recognizable voice.

Look back to see who it was,

My friends I had loved.

 

Both smiling like everything’s the same.

Once we’ve settled down I told them.

“Right now I’m dreaming…

And I see you all happy…..

 

Wish I am with you guys

Not just now but forever.

You guys make me smile

And it had been a while.”

 

My old friends and lovers,

It had just seem like yesterday

When you all were right here,

And now I’m smiling with tears.

 

Now I don’t know

What yesterday means.

Just to relive this

Seem quite a little bit.

 

All childhood memories

Surrounds me like a collage.

Now it’s time to say goodbye

And I cannot ask why.

 

I awake to see reality.

Asking myself what I had just seen.

Told myself to write it down

And never forget this now.

 

This was all I wanted,

Don’t care if it was a second.

What I do care is

I saw my old friends