Dead End

Dead End (But Must Go On)

By: Ahmed Mire

 

I had this vision,

A vision that was never expected.

Foretold my life in which seem forever

And I had to put the pieces back together.

I flown freely from place to place.

I was a master in what I was doing

And I had nothing to lose.

Therefore I was place in a subjective situation

Lost my wings I couldn't fly.

No matter how hard I try

Just to get back up

It felt like I was being held down.

I see a long tunnel

What seem like a never ending trend.

Walk so long

Days and days.

No matter how hard I try to get away.

I just couldn't.

Again something was holding me back.

Was it a ghost of my past.

Was it lies that came to haunt me.

No!!!

I am not to be held down because of this.

Life must go on

It can't just end like this.

It's too hard to believe

That the walls are caving in on me.

Because no matter how hard I try

Something is always holding me back.

It's like a dead end road

Where you turn back.

A place you couldn't go

Because it was blocked.

Life goes on

And it's hard to believe it,

But I lost my wings.

I couldn't rise no more-

I had my strengths.

It was my time to make a difference,

But why does it end like this.

What happen if everything

I've done end with nothing.

I worked so hard to get where I'm was.

If i didn't quit back then

I would've been dead.

Yeah, better off dead

Can't you see.

Words they ain't nothing,

But life is something.

Like a specimen I had destroyed.

It was to be preserve

But I couldn't do it.

I may cry not because I'm sad.

It's because one day

 I'll lose everything that I once had.

The truth is the truth

You can't go back.

You can't just live life a lie.

Like a never ending road,

You can't reach the end of it.

No matter how hard you try

You can't get out of it.

Like a dead end

You can't go on,

But you must turn back

Because life goes on.

The Third Form by: Ahmed Mire

Feel me,
No one understands me.
Words unfold the secret of me,
Trip on my own motivation.

Seeking for an escape
Thinking about running away,
Thinking about it everyday.
I will never come back.

Murder by my own hands.
Never to live again
Friends of life and death.
Buried in a pile of leaves.

Becoming uncover,
By ruthless weather
Now able to breath forever.
I'm alive again.

To kill me it would be twice
I'm not done without a fight
Leave or die tonight.
I am immortal.

Lies are a form of truth.
Inside the person of you
And words of yours too.
Come out of your lies.

Beat me...I'm done,
Shoot me with a gun.
Oh guns this so fun.
Play with me.

You don't know who I am
Lose yourself in your hands.
Your fate already began.
Don't expect a saviour.

Only Wishing for Your Love

 

 

 

I dreamt of you again.

Once more I had experience

These false realities that

I had place upon us,

Hoping that we be more than friends.

 

I want to converge with you

In such indignity.

Vigorously I can’t act in antagonism

Because I epitomize a player.

This is all true.

 

Only if your love capitulates,

I will make a promise

In never making an error.

I promise to never be a devil’s advocate

Because it’ll never be able to alleviate.

 

Trust is a friend,

And a friend like you

Is my truth.

I am meant to be imperative

So I can gain your acceptance.

 

 

Please get out of your slumber

And recognize me.

I want your love so badly

Please!

I’ll make you remember.

 

In my dream you answered my wishes.

By saying yes

I was placed into a trance.

You pacified my troubles

And wish for you to keep it like this.

 

Without you I am improperly functioned.

 Because you’re my missing gear

And I’m your loving robot.

We can make this love radical

And never make it an expulsion.

 

Don’t end my dream

And I promise we can make it work.

Furnish your love

To never make it end,

Because I’m covered ardently

My Late Christmas Present

By: Ahmed Mire

 

It was when I woke up,

In my dreams I saw

Everyone I have missed.

Childhood memories just like this.

 

Old friends, old crush, old life.

Gone through all of this.

Seem like I’m walking,

But I’m really flying.

 

Where I was,

I saw my old friends smile.

Sucks this is all memory

Though I can see them in my dream.

 

“Wait for us Ahmed.”

Said one recognizable voice.

Look back to see who it was,

My friends I had loved.

 

Both smiling like everything’s the same.

Once we’ve settled down I told them.

“Right now I’m dreaming…

And I see you all happy…..

 

Wish I am with you guys

Not just now but forever.

You guys make me smile

And it had been a while.”

 

My old friends and lovers,

It had just seem like yesterday

When you all were right here,

And now I’m smiling with tears.

 

Now I don’t know

What yesterday means.

Just to relive this

Seem quite a little bit.

 

All childhood memories

Surrounds me like a collage.

Now it’s time to say goodbye

And I cannot ask why.

 

I awake to see reality.

Asking myself what I had just seen.

Told myself to write it down

And never forget this now.

 

This was all I wanted,

Don’t care if it was a second.

What I do care is

I saw my old friends

Love is a Lie

So beautiful you are everyday.
Your eyes covered by your hair,
Your smile so shines everywhere
And your laugh is so desirable.

You skin look so soft.
You are so beautiful.
Your smile too is casual
Which seems to catch the eye.

Oh what it will feel
If I had you right here.
Will it feel sincere
To hear your lovely voice.

Yea sure we haven't met,
Love just don't come fast.
But what's the future is the past-
So ironic it is.

Poetic as it rhyme,
The rhythm to your heart,
I would love to be apart.
Don't know if I can.

Don't know what's inside
A angel or true love,
You are sent to me from above.
Oh as it seem to abide.

So what is beneath your skin.
What's beneath that beauty,
Is there any to see.
Please true love show me.

Why am I judging
Just from the way you look.
I can't define you from my book.
So I give you a name- beautiful.

I can call you my love,
But of course we are not together,
Why does it feel like forever.
Perhaps you do not need the love

You the pretty girl next door.
It has seem just like yesterday
When you had just fade away
Sad I can't keep you anymore.

Why does these come back to me.
The feelings I'm talking about.
I need to turn around
And turn my back against it.

Just leave it,
Leave all the lies you made.
Yes let them all to fade.
No need to try to keep them anyways.

Others may say I'm going crazy.
I myself cannot disagree,
Only the one inside of me.
Can't you all see.

I cannot love her
Though she's beautiful.
All I need is to go,
Take my leave never to come back.

This is all a lie.
A lie that names itself.
What is there else
For this lie to be named.

It Was Just A Dream

It Was Just a Dream

By: Ahmed Mire

 

First it started out as strangers,

I didn’t mean to lose myself

And lose her,

Then I think again

We were just friends.

 

Just to come up in my mind.

The worse thing that’ll ever happen,

Just in my life.

True as it is,

Love never had started.

 

Next it started to fade.

Nothing holds back but me.

I try every night to imagine your face,

The pieces coming together,

The next connecting to the other.

 

As they start to form a picture,

The only thing I see

Is the colorless mirror.

I have ask myself questions,

But there’s no need to mention.

 

Then and now feels so different.

I first thought we had something going,

But I was lost, wasn’t sure where you went.

The worst feeling that I ever had,

Just wondering where I had gone bad.

 

Maybe love just hate me,

Or maybe its just luck.

Maybe there something that you did see,

Or maybe not at all.

But if you did, you only once saw.

 

It would’ve never happened

If I were never like this.

Only if the open would’ve never opened.

Well it’s too late to go back now,

I cant just turn around.

 

Perhaps I have lied,

This all would’ve never happened.

Ill just go and give a try.

But I don’t need no hatred,

I think between us, will just end like this.

 

Days had gone by,

And going by I seen

The words I’d once saw as a lie.

The truth is all coming back to me,

Hope was all I need.

Faith had just left me,

The only thing that had stay

Is just a lonely.

Also hope is to stay here,

Because hope can’t go anywhere.

 

First it all started out as just strangers.

I just didn’t mean to lose myself,

And lose her.

Then I think again,

It was only back then.

 

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Stop Depresion by an Example of Life

By: Ahmed Mire and Lasmy Thow




Now I'm thinking about something inside of my head,
Trying to feel every word that I had said.

Now I'm looking deep into my bleeding heart
Trying to understand what's breaking me apart
Confused and lost, someone guide me through this cold
Someone- anyone let my happiness unfold.

Thinking about what is said,
Life is all that is needed.

But no matter where I go in this world
It feels like hell, being dragged by many whirls
That's right- I've lost my sight somewhere
When I told myself to never care.

Yes- consequences I faced,
They are there for you not to mistake.

Yes, this conspiracy of fate and destiny
Has reminded me of my own insanity.
My own arrogance that had burned melodies,
And my own sins that crossed the boundaries.

Of course, the consequences had cause me over boundaries,
Hope was all to keep me in security.

So  I pray here tonight, my lord.
If acceptance is what you need, then lead me to purification.
If repentance is what you seek, then give me salvation,
Take my sins and amend me, my lord.

All the troubles I had cause,
Are not of consequences but false.